Have courage - it is a long uphill journey, but you're not alone. Like people have said, there's no DID med... I take some for other things like mood and sleep, but some alters forget we're on meds and don't take them, or some meds help one alter and not others. I know it can get confusing. I, too, am mostly co-conscious now, but the beginning was pretty rocky. With treatment and internal communication it gets better. Best to you!