techytora, I so wish there was a medication that help with DID but there isn't. I agree that is does suck when your hard wired brain goes on its merry way without your consent.

Despite having DID you aren't the black sheep. The reality is you are a sad sheep that in unable to feel it. Your family need a smack if they are ashamed of you. Have you ever asked them straight out what they think?. Maybe a professional could speak with one of them to make things clearer.

You deserve comfort not condemnation.