I was listening this song for some time from my favourite artist, Lana Del Rey, but today, after being in high spirits, I felt down again - my inner voice was dragging me into the pit again. As I listened the song again today, I realised that the lyrics were the most accurate representation of my situation and felt like crying, but I got my sheet and pen and started to put down the lyrics and the feelings attached to every verse. It seems to me to be deadly accurate. Music listening really can change my mood, but this song really hit me under the belt, but not enough to throw me away in the "critical inner voice's" "pit". The song is named JFK by Lana Del Rey. Here are the lyrics. What do you guys think?

You smell like a million roses, - she has a nice perfume, which I like
Bathed in rock and roll. - I sometimes listen to Guns N' Roses

Ours was the greatest,
Love story ever told. - At least in my head...

Throat like an angel,
With a voice that was made of gold, - She has a voice like a little shy girl

That's my baby. - I know her quite good

He was the king of the town,
With a crown that would never fall. - In my head, she was a little queen, with a place to stay in my mind

Heart that would beat,
Like a bass for his baby doll. - she told me a "secret" that no one knew that she has a heart disease that is quite rough for her, and I totally understood and supported her

A one in a million, inimitable soul, - she was different from the other girls I know
That's my baby. - again, I know her pretty well

Young or old, summer or cold,
Young or old, summer or cold. - 2 times, because when I always felt down, she was there for me and comforted me. I could tell her everything I had on my mind, wether is was "summer or cold"

You've got a way, - a way to "click!" with my feelings

Like JFK when you do it, - JFK was a very charismatic man, which translates in my attraction and affection towards her

The way that you move it,
Spins me round like a record, baby. - Everytime that we talked for more than just a minute, I felt amazing, "spinned round like a record"; I like listening to music a lot

And you've got a soul like,
No one I know, you're so new at it, - again, she was different from the others...; she was also shy and "new" to talking

The way you see through that ****, - the way she saw through my shyness and sometimes she saw my true self

Breaks my heart and it drives me crazy. - it made me realise of my defects and fear of showing my emotions and i kinda broken my own heart, and have fallen in the state I am now

He was the king of the town,
With a crown that would never fall.
A heart like a bass that would,
Beat for his baby doll.

Mind like a diamond,
And inimitable soul, - I never met someone like her yet

That's my baby. - repeated...we knew each other pretty well

Young or old, summer or cold,
Young or old, summer or cold. - as time passed, we grew more like into friends, rather than lovers...

You've got a way,
Like JFK when you do it,
The way that you move it,
Spins me round like a record, baby.
And you've got a soul like,
No one I know, you're so new at it,
The way you see through that ****,
Breaks my heart and it drives me crazy,
It drives me crazy.

You've got it and I want it, - her personality and careness for me

Late summer nights, in July, flaunt it. - we had a date in a night of July, but I was very shy and it didn't worked too well

You know that you can always come home,
To the one who gave you your name. - can she be mine again?

'Cause I see a light in your eyes,
It's so bright and the skies they open, - she has some unusual eye color...like a light baby blue, which is quite unusual

Wide for you, so come to me, my baby. - I still want her...

You've got a way,
Like JFK when you do it,
The way that you move it,
Spin me 'round like a record, baby.
And you've got a soul like,
No one I know, you're so new at it,
The way you see through that ****,
Breaks my heart and it drives me crazy.

It drives me crazy, - you have no idea how crazy she driven me
It drives me crazy, - my obsession for her
Crazy, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh. - and also I driven myself crazy, and became a shell of my former self, sighing every damn day...