I need to leave for therapy in 2 hours. I have been really grouchy all day. I feel very anoyed at T right now. I picture him sitting in his chair, all smug & knowing. I think I'm pissed off that I have to reconnect yet again. It is too hard. Maybe I will pick a fight today. I have a mountain of work to do, a huge paper to write by Friday but I am laying in my bed, frozen in time. I need a firecracker to blast me up and out. Grrrr, Argggg, YackKKKK.