You absolutely are deserving of a ((((((((((((((( dps )))))))))))))))

I'm sorry that things are so difficult for you right now dps. You are trying hard to stay present and I know it's not an easy thing for you to do at times. I have to say though, you do a much better job of it now than you used to do. You have managed to learn how to help yourself and to ground yourself which is very important.

I'm sorry that your T cancelled again today. Can you call and leave a message on his voice mail so that he knows you are struggling really bad? Maybe he can schedule you in this week for an appt.

Just know that I am here for you and I support you and I love you, my friend.