Haha 7 minutes after. No I don't have feeds on your posts. Just coincidence.
Different lyrics effect us differently at different times. I think music can be very cathartic and healing. But like in my case with a Jewel song it just made me obsess more. Nothing wrong with letting you feelings out though.
It may not be to late but it involves risk. The risk of being abandoned and rejected and the feelings that causes. Once we let our walls down and become vulnerable it opens a whole can of worms. Its normal and natural to want to be with someone. Better to be in touch with those feelings and learn how to handle them. Its not so much the inner critic but maybe exposing a part of our nature we have kept blocked away. It's human. Of course that inner critic jumps right in there.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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