Hi Keith, I'm sorry she reacted that way

But in a way the
most important thing in it all wasn't your mothers reaction, it was the fact that you spoke out about it. You stopped keeping silent about it, and you
shouldn't have to keep on keeping silent about it.
And abuse is abuse, there's no changing that...........whether she was a year older than you or
even a year younger than you (!!!) if she abused you, she abused you!!!
And you're not back to where you were 10/1/14, you know that deep down, don't you??
Even if your mother didn't hear you, you've spoken out to
us, and
we hear you. And there
will be plenty of people out there who will hear you too.
So,
no more silence!!! Time to get some help/support, help you
absolutely deserve. From here I'd say maybe a T, an abuse hotline or organization.g. RAINN??? Although
we're right here for you too if you want to talk about it...........

Alison