I am going through a lot of changes lately. Ever since I started school, and a new medication. I am kind of losing friends. But...it's not like, I'm doing something. It's more like, I am the one doing the dropping. Mainly, I am really fed up with the "friends" in my life, who aren't there for me...our relationships changed. And I just had a fight with one of my best guy friends. I'm frustrated with him and I think he's frustrated with me too. I really........I think that...I can go do other things. In terms of finding new friends. But it's just really scaring me that this has all happened in such a short timespan. I feel like a kid who lost their security blanket and really needs it. Only, the security blanket was gross and kept making her sick, or something. Or was holding her back. I just needed to vent and say this somewhere. I think I just really want someone to say to me, "it's going to be ok, you, are going to be Ok."