Well I think I asked some good questions but ... yes I have been crying at work today too. Poo... Day two of being back.

Pink... I am sorry for your anxiety over all of this. I think that withholding yoruself of what has been offered to you is yet another form of self harm. I hope you will answer my questions above even if I am a bit bristley today.

Let yourself be nourished Pink... call, set up appts that you can meet during the week.. see if he has openings for different times. Perhaps you need this right now. Self advocate.