Hello ThinkingOutLoud -- You really must talk with someone, be it a school counselor, minister, youth group mentor, trusted teacher, or a rape crisis counseling center.

My gut-level reaction to you confronting him is not to do so. What if he just laughs at you or says something cruel, such as "You know you wanted it." That would be unbearable for you right now.

This is a very hard situation for you, and my heart goes out to you.

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