To everyone. I am sorry but there it is.
I really don't have it in me anymore. I have two family members who suffer from depression and who need me, a colleague and friend who bites herself and self harms who I see everyday and then a whole bunch of kids at work to look after.
I just can't meet all their needs anymore yet feel guilty for not being able to do so. Nobody is there for me when I am sad or down, do I not matter?
Selfishly I want someone to care for me for once, I am sick of being everyones emotional crutch. I guess my true colours are showing right now?

I am sorry .