I just see my very caring, very capable general practitioner for my psych meds. Pdocs are callous, pompous, and inaccessible. My GP is available to me, researches what we are doing, sees me as a team member with her, and is someone I trust. I am happy with the way things are going for me now.

I think you have to be brave and figure out what is going to work for you in your own life.