It did help me understand what sex is, I like to have sex as a gesture to people I really like. I don't want to date them or have something serious only if it's my intent I won't have sex with them at first if I like them. If they are hot, and I want to be around them if sex happens or if they want to or I want to it will happen. I don't act awkward about it. Except on the phone and I'm like one of those people who walk the walk and not talk until after I made my point. It's just that I'm in the wrong neighborhood where I live to be like that. I seriously want some leg room for once. I'd rather meet my partner I love through this way than any other way, because I don't want this to be the issue so if I already had it no build up of weirdness the only buildup I expect is sexual tension and the fun of it. That's it..

Man if I was a girl, I would rock it better. I'd always make myself look good, I'd be in modelling for photo shoots. I wouldn't do porn, but I'd live my life fuller in my own shoes comfortably. I wouldn't care if my libido got lower, but I know I'd make it more worth it than being a guy now attempting to do the same thing.