My family will not stop bugging me. Because it has led to this point, I am forced to bottle up my feelings again. It is only the second day but it feels like I'm suffocating.... I didn't want to suppress my feelings anymore, but this was the better outcome in my dilemma. It is not as manageable it was last year (not that last year was easy either), but I didn't expect it to be this huge of a difference in difficulty!!! Goes to show how much worse I got over the summer....