You didn't offend me. And thanks for what you said. My church isn't abusive in any way. I actually really like my church and believe in what is taught there. But I'm just more afraid of the unwanted attention and constant questions. I think they would be worried, but in a way where they think I should be closer with God about what I feel, and that they would try to make me 'closer' with God. I just wish people understood that prayer and God helps, but ultimately we need something human to fix us. (Sorry, I don't want to use fix, but I can't think of a better word)