I have my bachelors in accounting and will be a staff accountant whenever i do start

Today my dad said he wants to test my focus so i said tomorrow ill study cpa material for a few hours then take a couple of online quizzes. I have been reading i think my focus is fine, its just i havent done one thing for hours at a time in forever. I do seem to go from one thing to the next a lot.

Another thing is once i learned of the new job i got a credit card and was manic and racked up a pretty decently big bill. I was runni g around and basically buying everything, clothes tickets etc.

Ive since cut myself off but now i want to start so i can make the payments.

Anytime i leave the house now my dad worries that im going somewhere to buy something. I am aware of it my lithium is finally working and im super eager to start my job. I cant sit around all day EVERY day playing video games ill go nuts