I joined PC to find answers in 2009... in a complete manic state, hahahaaaaaa, under a different name Looking for answers I guess. It appears I have needed the support from my PC friends greatly this past couple of years; good or bad... come to accept and find out I am rapid cycling BP1. This only took 3 years, rofl It helps to be able to type and say this out loud at least somewhere wo people always judging you. Thanks for the post IT