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Originally Posted by StbGuy
I know dear, but I need to do it this way, it's the only trick that works. As soon as I think not like this and feel positively, I feel I deserve some kind of a chance with her again, which I know I don't, not because I'm bad, but for some unknown reason. As long as that reason is unknown, I will wonder about it. So, I make up a reason to yield the desired result which she wants.
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I know you have a "method to your madness" to help you cope, but I can't help but to be defensive of you because I know how truly wonderful you really are! I wish there was some other way for you too get past this! You don't deserve to hurt this way!