[QUOTE=StbGuy;4073296]Maybe I do deserve it. I just don't make the grade with people in general. I am not clever enough to understand people and interact with them properly, any person. I am just too stupid, emotionally, to find favour with other people in order to be their friend. It's like being under-qualified for a job, you just can't get the job if you can't do the job. It hurts, yes, but it's reality. By thinking I am good enough to be part of this person's life or that person's life, I am just living in denial, trying to deny a simple truth. Only the strong survive, you know the old saying. If you just don't make it, you just don't make it - that's me. I'll never make it with anyone, and it's time I realize it.[/QUOTE

EXCUSE ME??? You are OVER QUALIFIED to me! Are you not a part of MY LIFE? I see we still have alot of work to do! Lucky for you I'm very patient, and care about you VERY MUCH! You are right about one thing though, YOU ARE in denial and you DO need to except it. You DENY that you are worthy of love and that you are good enough..... but YOU ARE and I wish to God you could see that! I have nothing but time on my hands and I have nothing better to do than to keep telling you that until you finally see the truth! You are an extraordinary human being!! You've helped me more than words can say and I'm forever and eternally grateful to you! The person you described would never have done that for me!