Well, since you are on a computer I can see that you have access from the library or someplace. Anyway, you might want to try looking up free food in your area. Many cities have places you can go to once a month to "shop" and get free food. It will help supplement your food stamps. I know family members who take advantage of the free food thing but they have certain criteria you have to meet in order to qualify. From the sounds of things, you should easily qualify and if will bring you a little help. I hope your city has this program. Good Luck and don't give up.....we care.