((((((Jacq))))) I'd take that book with a truckload of salt -- it's been proved to be mostly fiction (i.e., he lied his butt off about what he wrote).

I feel alone most of the time too, but I've come to enjoy it (most of the time). Other people suck, for the most part. The few IRL I know I can trust live far away from me now. The few I can trust on PC have their own lives which I try to respect and not be as needy as I'd like to let myself be....

Wish I knew how to help, sweetie. (((((((((Jacq))))))) If you can think of something, let me know.

Love, Candy