I was doing pretty good for a few days there. Today I felt down. I think though that I was triggered by the book I was reading; it's about how this girl survived her emotionally abusive childhood, and it struck too close to home. I was reprimanded for some BS reason at work, and since I was already on shaky ground emotionally, I wanted to burst into tears. I didn't and kept quiet, when normally I would have argued my point.

Last night I started wondering about how I will do in a new work environment, and what that involves, like meeting new people and what will happen if I can't handle the change, etc. I'm worried about all of it. I think though that the risk will be worth the reward, so I'll just have to think about it in those terms and hope for the best.