Funny that I just saw this was updated. Crappy!! That is how it is going! I wrote an update that things seem to be getting better with me and they are. My oldest though just doesnt seem to be coming around.

I really thought that when everything started to fall in place with my treatment that he would follow suit. It is not. The same battles every single day and that triggers me so badly.

I give him the Ritalin in the morning (short acting) and then again in teh afternoon. So by late afternoon or evening he is so damn moody and crap which triggers me.

I don't want to put him mood stablizers I dont want to admit that I gave this to him. I dont know what to do...I was doing so well and then it all crashes.