(((((((( Wants2 ))))))))))) Thanks for the hug. I guess things could always be worse.

Pickles, yes, a fence is very important. I hope I'll be able to afford one, but all the money spent on fines has taken away from that possibility. I will see what I can do in the next few weeks. I do also need to talk to T about those feelings, however, it is much more me than it is her. I actually feel more safe and secure, and more cared about and more helped, than I ever have with anyone else. It's just never enough, and that is probably mostly because of something going on with me. A lot of it is probably transference.