I had been with my husband since I was 16. I recently left him because of emotional and at times physical abuse. Now at 22, I don't feel like i'm able to function as an adult properly, and i'm scared that I will go back to him just so I feel secure, have a roof over my head and have someone for me. That thought scares me, a lot.

I'm not even into the first week of leaving but i'm just worried that i'm not going to hack being able to be alone? How do I kill spiders, or open jars etc? Who's going to be there when I need a hug or someone to cuddle with?

I'm so lost and don't know where i'm heading.