This night I realized I really really have to cut back on alcohol. I'm have less sober days than boozed. I spoke to a great friend of mine after some time and told him all about it.

I'm actually gonna make a big effort to cancel my alcohol consumption now. I feel like I have the motivation. Enough of the self wallowing "but I deserve to be a random drunkard."

I'm intending to keep posting here how it goes! Every day without a drink is a good day.