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Old Oct 28, 2014, 10:41 PM
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I agree with christine. I dont kno if i have bpd but here is my situation: i would feel like a different person at times. There are 3 of me: #1, i love all my friends and family alot even when im angry at them. And whenever i hav a girlfriend, i would fall in love with her easily. I dont stalk and i dont harass. #2. Is when i turn into a cold bitter person who would get real mad at people and things for things i normally wont giv a s**t about. And #3 is when i get very sad bcuz of the things i did and though of. In other words... im a terrible person. I would almost worship a certain person this day, week or whatever, then suddenly i would not hate that person but i would either hav an intense anger towards that person, mainly because they hurt my feelings in the past. At that point that person would b considered a complete jerk until my feelings change toward them. Then i would b so sorry, depressed and empty for a while.the good part is i dont go around gettin in physical fights unless i hav to defend myself or someone else. I dont fight women. I really hate it when people think i dobad things for attention. I started cutting myself in 2010. The last time i cut was when i got highly upset at a hotel where i got drunk, broke a plate ( couldnt find a knife) and scratck both my arms alot. After that night i had to tell people i got drunk and fell in the bush. I did all that cutting bcuz the group i was with wanted to go home early and i had no other ride.

Can anyone giv me an idea of whats wrong wit me? I'll appreciate your help.
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