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Old Oct 29, 2014, 04:55 AM
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Originally Posted by BeteNoire View Post
I do not fear death. I fear getting it wrong.

Speaking with my T the other day I realized that I had given so much thought to killing myself that I had essentially talked myself out of it.

As much as I may not enjoy life I have no intentions of making my life worse through the after effects of a failed attempt.

If asked if I have a plan the honest truth is; "Not unless I can come up with something foolproof."

I wonder if the person asking finds that disturbing. Like, I have intentions but not unless I can make it a definite so I'm sure I'll be fine! lol

Anyone else found themselves over thinking these things?
I too have done the same thing as my worst fear is becoming a burden to my family. I had an interesting discussion with my Pdoc where I listed different options and success rates of each researched on the internet. Basically saying what you said, I talked myself out of it.
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