The worst problem that humans face, is a feeling of unworthiness. if something good happens, we tend to discount it, because we do not feel we deserve it. Please search your heart and look for things about yourself that you know are good. Look how you went with your mom - to help her because she wasn't feeling well. That is worth feeling good about yourself! Don't beat yourself up about the way you look. It is what is inside that matters. And if some people do not realize that, then it is them who has the problem. You ARE worthy, and you are a good person. Please search for things you can feel good about - even small things. It does matter. HUGS