It's been such a long time since I've been in this forum. So much has changed...and yet so much has stayed the same.
Every day is something of a battle. Even when I manage to not abuse myself by stuffing food in my body all day, I obsess about it. What I could do better. What I'd rather be doing. Blah blah blah. Will it ever end? That's what it comes down to now. After dealing with this for 20 some-odd years...
Will it ever end?
And why is my success in life and my worth as a person tied to my size, my weight, my appearance, etc? I want to break the chains. I want to be healthy for the right reasons. I want to not be obsessed anymore. I want to get on with my LIFE. I was doing SO WELL last year. And then it all went away. ARGH.
Wishing you all a good day. An obstacle-free day. A safe, peaceful, sane day.