Ive done a lot more than my first post ITT.

In august before my diagnosis, i got in first first ever accident rear ending a jeep on my way to play golf in queens, at rush hour. The idiot told me he had twenty feet in front of him, basically saying he couldve avoided the accident had he been paying attention and looking at his rear view mirror. He stopped short. I had 1800 worth of damage on my bmw, needed a new hood, but luckily my insurance deductible was 300.

Another thing i did was when i visited my gf she got me a ticked to a football gsme. I ended up getting cuffed and ejected becausw i didnt have a student section wristband, and cops in the south dont play around and even want to talk to you. I was talking too much and asking what i did wrong and he then put cuffs on me. Didnt get arrested tho.

Things are getting better i am more aware of everything, and i am trying my best to thi k before i act and/or speak.

It's all new to me but i know bp isnt going away anytime soon, so im taking the cards life has dealt me with and trying to make the best 5 card hand possible.