I think your behavior is typical of a manic rush, impulsivity and indescretion when it comes to spending. And as others have said, the way you're going to stop it is by getting on the meds again.

But.

Because you're currently in a manic phase (I don't know what meds you're on) you're probably going to find some need dosage adjusting.

For instance, if you're on an AD this might be lowered. If you're on an AP, this might be increased.

Don't try gamble with dosage adjustments yourself.

Please go see your pdoc.

Be well.