When I got home from school today, I felt so beat up by life and I remembered that I haven't celebrated my last, 18th birthday at all and I felt really sad. And from that little thing + feeling a bit down = me, sitting on the couch, doing just nothing and looking in a void...then...(and I want some suggestions on this) I felt rage and anger for my own current situation and punched the couch so hard and got up and and changed my clothes, cooked a meal, did some housekeeping and more. I wonder if this thing can happen to you, in your situation...to get an thought like "Why the hell am I hiding from the world? There's nothing wrong out there!" And just be changed 180 degrees. Am I that wierd? Oh, and Happy Birthday man!