I' tend to post more when I'm doing good than when im depressed. I stop coming here and feel like I'm too much of a loser to be part of anything. So I guess my answer is the amount of time I spend here actually decreases in relationship to the severity of my problems.

Although when I'm having a mixed episode im here more frequently and I get upset easily. I'm misunderstanding the posts because of where I'm at. I try and stay off hot topics then, not allways successful though. at one point I was feeling rejected, I wasn't being rejected, just felt that way and I wanted them to close my account. The moderator I contacted gave me some time to calm down.

I'm on the mend currently but still feel raw so I'm mostly just playing the games. I do want the connection I get from PC though so I'm here everyday now that im doing better.