I discovered in my 30's that I was still seeking my Dad's approval even though I left at 19 and was 2500 miles away. Funny thing is I think I actually had his approval but sub conciously in my perception I was seeking it in ways that didn't involve him just like I was still a little kid. By getting healthy acceptance and validation from others it healed that old wound.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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