My mental thought streams get so pronounced it's like I'm not even basically aware of what is actually happening around me, especially when I am alone, and if it is disorderly around me, forget it, and I'll totally space out, and loose things, forget to do things, forget to bring things, or leave things when I am supposed to. It makes me really sad, actually, I feel like a looser, actually. I've always made this weird connection between actually loosing things and 'being' a looser, even though that is not what that means. Like, I can't do this thing that EVERYONE can do, just basically keep track of a thing, and it's like the most basic reminder of how I don't have the strengths that a lot of people have, that I will always be less capable of the basics in life.

I lost my keys and wallet in one fell swoop. I am almost certain they are in my house, I have turned the place upside down and haven't the faintest idea where they are! I'm so sad about it. Now I'm going to have to cancel all of my credit cards, have all of these keys recopied, have a lock cut off of something, it's so so stupid. Ugh...

Anyhow, does this happen to any of you?