Yes, I've felt that way. But I realised I was denying myself something I wanted, punishing myself for feeling un-loveable or unworthy. So I decided that next time my T offered a hug I'd take it, even if I felt unworthy, because I knew I needed to learn to allow love/care in. I got a hug eventually and it felt amazing. I haven't magically became comfortable with getting hugs and hardly ever ask for one... but it is progress.