It is what you think that counts, so push the crisis team really hard on it. There are an awful lot of hours in the day when the team aren't with you and if you would benefit from being inpatient they should at least explain what they can do better.

Take care Secret and try to get some rest. I try to sleep 24/7 when I'm at my worst, that's where the sedatives can help, just keep knocking yourself out with them.