I sorry you feel so depressed, Moose72. Zyprexa will definitely help. it does have an extreme sedative effect on some people, especially since your pdoc increased the does, it takes a while to feel normal, but you need it right now. It will help. It works fast, at least you don't have to wait weeks for it to kick in! Sometimes you just need the rest in a safe place. Being in bed, watching TV, curled up with the heating pad sounds good right about now! Hang in there Moose!!!! We're here for you.