100% of sessions for 5 years I wanted a hug. Asked for one repeatedly. Never got one, not a pat on the shoulder, not a touch of the hand.

" I don't touch my patients" is what I got. That's why I called her, multiple times, to her face in session, " oh you are a fuc*ing ice queen b!tch".

Blank slate is an understatement. But then, many times, she would shed tears with me.

I am So F**king done with therapy.