Started to type. It was turning into a rant. So…. guess I should put it in its own thread instead.
Long/short, not good. Brain has been almost unrelentingly been looping on several fronts, all of which are major situations that are out of my control, yet having huge bearings on my existence. A quagmire of helplessness. So freaking frustrating, I don't know whether to throw myself against walls or collapse in a heap. Mostly been collapsing in a heap. I'll try to throw a rant against the wall though….