Sometimes I feel like an alien on this planet. I don't understand the way humans work. I know I should say, "I don't understand the way people work," but the work "humans" just comes out naturally. Yes, I have studied "people" extensively... I have almost completed a doctorate in psychology. I can give you textbook answers for why people act the way they do, yet I do not internally understand their behaviors. It's almost like I am on the autism spectrum... if given a textbook social situation, I can properly analyze it and provide a solution. Although I can also apply these solutions in real life situations, there is an inherent, deeper lack of knowledge of the functioning of humans. I do not feel like one of them. I have many emotions: love, fear, sometimes happiness, anticipation, more recently anger, etc. yet something is lacking and I don't know what...