I've been feeling the urge to smoke weed these past few days and I'm afraid I'll just give in. Even though I know that stuff's not good for me (it shoots me up into mania), I miss it. It doesn't help that it's so easy to get, either. I've noticed a pattern of binge smoking in my marijuana use..a few months to a year without, then a period of very heavy use, like from morning to night. I absolutely do not want to start smoking again. Ugh, substance abuse sucks. :/