the strange thing is that the voices go directly at my thoughts.. they know my thoughts, feelings and memories... for example when i read something they say what i read, but i just can't bear how they talk... they are laughing all the time so damn disgusting...
at the beginning i thought the voices help me and other people are becoming evil, because they said strange things like "i am the devil" and other things... now i know the nice sounding voices lied all the time, but i still hear those voices but they are now openly not nice... it showed me how it can imitate voices and it really doesn't make sense at all that some people said certain things... it also showed me a real demon voice or so... can't explain how ugly and mean that sounds....
i am thinking of telling to a priest or searching for someone with experience in spiritual things... i somehow don't want to tell a doctor, because i don't really think they know what that is... but yeah... somehow my life doesn't make so much sense anymore and hasn't made a lot of sense before i heard these voices... and it's not only the voices i also see ugly faces in the clouds, in the trees or when i close my eyes... and blue lights and strange energies or so... can't explain it really well...