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Old Oct 30, 2014, 10:37 AM
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Originally Posted by Imah View Post
I didn't know they were delusions for decades I thought I was just gifted.

1. Very psychic - controlling others.
2. Numbers, car colors and shapes, radio all giving me messages.
3. Can move clouds.
4. Psychically linked to criminals and its my responsibility to tune in and try to help them not want to hurt people, or to help solve the crime.
5. phone or write people like the Dahli Lhama to tell him they should chant yaaaa instead of noooo (sounds like, not actual) in order to uplift the world.
6. That Hillary Clinton wonders what my great godlike mind wants her to do - she doesn't know its me, its just that I am the almighty strong spiritual one who knows the direction of the destiny of earth.
7. Today it was, writing the Palmolive soap company to write a new ad campaign that will ultimately save and turn around the company profits.
8. That there are small black hole type things that floats in our atmosphere and one passed through me and I felt myself in 3 dimensions at once.

I didn't understand these were delusions. On some level I still believe that I am just more tuned into the spiritual plane then others - that all of us are. We are the special ones. I recently started taking a med that helps these to lessen. But not being sure what is real and what is divine understanding has been a serious problem.

Best of luck to us all.

(bipolar 1/borderline personality disorder/anxiety - recovering agoraphobic)
It's frustrating to grapple with the whole, what is delusion and what is divine reality question. It makes religion and spirituality tricky for me. I think I trust myself less than some people trust themselves. This is something I work on everyday.
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