I feel like I am in about the same boat as you guys I struggle really badly with OCD like tendancies...and I have ADD.

so event though I obesse over things I can't get it to the point I want things to be, my lack of an income makes thing even harder for me to deal with.....I have since tried to stop buying things I might just simply want...and buy thngs I need like storage containers...I mean how am I going to move out of my mom's place if I have hardly no way of putting up the things I already have. And a lot of the storage I already use is my mother's.

that and the fact I want all of this but have no real way of getting it is driving me nuts. I mean it has just become more and more obvious that I am going to always have struggles with having a job. at least a full time one...which is why i am applying for disability right now. but realizing how much these small problems I have effect me and make me feels so horrible some days is just horrid....

I hate, hate dealing with these things all of the time...I want my life to feel like more then this I want better. But some days I just seriously can not even tell how i am going to get to the point I want to be at.