Here I am four years later. I reread this and not only has nothing changed but we have sunk to a new low. I thought if time had passed I would find that I was being irrational, demanding, something. I am certainly at fault for a lot of our problems and have my own demons to work out. Nothing in him has changed. Worse, is that he sees that he has done nothing wrong. Except forgetting one birthday and making insensitive comments. YEP, insensitive comments has led me to want a divorce from the love of my life. But then again, how can I consider the man who 'depletes me' of every ounce of strength, emotion and self esteem, the love of my life?