Last night I had a dream I told my mom about my mental illnesses and she was trying to destroy me for it. I took my mom with me to a hospital and she found out about my BPD so she became horrible and abusive so I ran off to hide. When I went to go find someone and report her, they thought I was just crazy and made me leave the hospital. I woke up afterwards, but the thoughts and emotions still haunt me.
I thought it was all real, I was terrified and in a panic because I thought my mom really was going to try to kill me since it all felt realistic.
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"I know you're afraid to open your eyes
too scared of what you'll see
Because this girl standing before you
is not who she once used to be..."
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