Food has always been my go-to comfort. Unfortunately, I hate myself for eating. I used to binge and purge every single night. I became so disgusted with myself, but I couldn't stop. I was send to respite care for a while and wasn't able to binge and purge. Since I've been home, I've become tempted sooooooo many times and I've resisted. It's just such a hard thing to do because I'm so stressed out all the time.