** Possible trigger warning **

I think I had a pretty awful childhood.

My first memories are of being sexually abused by my father. My sister was the one who brought it up and we were bo tth put into therapy. They tried to press charges but my father claimed that my mom and grandmother had been putting thoughts into my head, and later changed his story to me being unstable and hallucinating it all. It made me feel like it was my fault and that I was crazy.

He was also an alcoholic and neglected me. I often went hungry when he was watching me and was left at school for hours later than the other kids because he was drunk and would forget that I was still there.

My over all home life was very unstable as well. My parents fought because of his alcoholism and cheating. They started doing drugs together and had my sister and I take care of their marijuana plants.

My mom didn't stop doing drugs, even after they divorced. When I was around 10 or so she started becoming very reckless, verbally and physically abusing me when she drank.

At school I was choked on the bus until I nearly passed out and was sexually assaulted by a boyfriend.